Dear Sean,
Although I know you are in a much better place, that does not keep me from missing you more then I could ever explain. I wish you could be here with your Daddy and me. I had many dreams for you. I dreamed of counting your toes and fingers. I dreamed of holding you in my arms when you cried. I dreamed of playing patty-cake and CRAWL MOUSEY. I dreamed of your first day of school, your first date, your first heart ache, your wedding and your children. I know you can't come back to me although I wish you could. I wanted to let you know how much I love you. That will never change no matter how long it has been since you left us for a better place. I hope you are having fun, playing with all your Angel friends. I have met MANY Angel Mommys so I know you have tons of friends. I hope your Uncle Ryan met you at the gates when you went home,and I hope you met your Grannys when they came home. I know you would never wanna be down here,because of all the pain and hurt,but remeber one day I will come home to hold you in my arms, and sing to you. YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE,and you always will be. My perfect son. Too perfect to stay here with your Mommy and Daddy. Mommy is sad you are not here with her but I am VERY happy to know you will NEVER feel any hurt or pain.To know you will never have to live in this world of pain and suffering gives me comfort. Mommy has to go now,but remember